January 2010
64 posts
Weird.
Tomorrow marks the 17th year of my life, my final year before I am an adult.
Almost 6 years have passed and now you want to talk to me.
For what?
You’ve missed my childhood, my whole development of who I have become today. I’ve already built my foundation and from here on out I am just adding or revising pieces.
You’ve completely missed the biggest part.
COMPLETELY.
...
Hahaha
In economics we had to make a list of everything we would get if we had $100,000 and how much money we would spend on each.
This Mexican boy said he would buy a low-rider equipped with hydraulics.
I was the only one cracking up.
Today
my mom started crying cause it’s my last year here, haha.
It was so cute, she’s never done anything like that before.
She was like, “I don’t think you ever get a sense of just how time can fly by until you have kids.”
I felt so bad.
But there’s still that part of me that’s absolutely ECSTATIC.
Yayayayayayayayay, growing up is getting good.
Be interesting, I dig it.
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“A minute of perfection was worth the effort. A moment was the most you could...”
You’re mistaken if you think I want you.
I'm so sick
of being seen as this lusty and lascivious person.
It’s times like these I really miss having a boyfriend.
I’m sick of douchebags, seriously.
I hate you.
She forced a smile, said, “Boy, come kiss my mouth—I’ll set you free. You know that hope you’re holding to? It looks an awful lot like fear. Now, you’re so quick to fall on failure, and so quick to raise your voice, like, ‘If I can’t find a mistake to blame, we didn’t have a choice.’ Oh, but you had option. I was your chance to feel complete, But...
I want
video game death battles, wrestling matches, days dedicated to not getting outta bed, anti-romantic dates, bear hugs & sleepy kisses.
I need to get outta Wisconsin first.
One. more. year.
Mine is gonna be even better than all these.
I think I saw you in my sleep, darling.
I think I saw you in my dreams, you were stitching up the seams on every broken promise that your body couldn’t keep.
I am so excited
for summer!
I am going to be driving to Milwaukee everyday to take an all day pre-college in-depth drawing course for a month at MIAD.
It will first of all be awesome because art is my favorite thing ever & I’ll get 3 college credits.
But it will be awesome to just be outta Racine and thrown into a place where I won’t know anyone or really where I am, haha at all.
& for...
My birthday is in 10 days
& this is what I REAAAAAAAAAAALLLY want
http://www.amazon.com/Conkers-Bad-Fur-Day-Nintendo-64/dp/B00004U1R2
gimme gimme gimmeee
HIT ME
http://formspring.me/gnargoyleee
I wish people would realize that it is extremely rare, & possibly one of the most valuable things obtainable when you have people that legitimately want to be a part of your life.
I want
a 100% sober birthday this year.
I actually just don’t wanna party for awhile.
& if anyone has a problem with that, hey, I’m not keeping you from leaving.
“The idea that I can’t share my problems with other people makes me not...”
All I’ve ever received are “thank you’s” and the credit of causing carnal reality checks and libertine-doused epiphanies. For the first time, I would like to know what it’s like to pull my hair out. Call me selfish, but I want to meet someone who can teach me a damn thing or two.
It feels good to know exactly what you want.
2010 is off to a good start.
“If you don’t know what you want, you end up with a lot you don’t.”
I hate
when friends jump on the tranny train.
More than that, I hate losing friends to their relationships.
It’s pretty pathetic that people can’t balance the people that care about them out.
Today
I realized that I have so many sorry excuses for friends.
It’s a good thing I won’t be here for much longer.
On a lighter note, I got all A’s & B’s again this quarter, mostly A’s.
:)
Hellloo scholarships, byeee Wisconsin.
Welcome, future.
IT MUST SUCK...
to think that fistpumping is still funny.
Nothing is sweeter than success.
I moved up in tkd today.
It feels so good to be putting effort into something so challenging, something that requires commitment physically, mentally, & spiritually: and succeeding.
I LOVE
TAE KWON DO.
I've accumulated 2 big lessons
of 2010.
First:
No matter what you do, how far you go out of your way, how much you think you’re gonna prove something to someone: you can’t change them. It doesn’t matter what lengths you’d go to for that person, how much you could offer them, or how you know you have exactly what they need. You can’t make them see it if they don’t want to. Don’t let...
I miss the hell outta you.
But fuck if my pride will let me tell you so.
I.D.O.L
“Certain people you just can’t trust, you know Luke? Never trust anyone who doesn’t smoke pot or listen to Dylan. Never trust anyone who doesn’t like the beach. Never, EVER, EVER trust anyone who says they don’t like dogs! You meet someone who doesn’t like dogs you alert the authorities IMMEDIATELY and you sure as SHIT don’t MARRY THEM!”
Hey Goldilocks, guess which bear I am.
IT MUST SUCK...
to use a vibrator with a cord.