I woke up today in the most motivated, inspired, and best mood ever.

I have needed this for so long I cannot even tell you.

I had the most life changing summer, really I did.

Accepting all of these responsibilities and with that all the STRESS of becoming an adult and grown woman, has been rough… to say the least. Actually, it has been nothing short of spirit crushing and depressing. At points, I didn’t even want to wake up to live. 

The slight anxiety I have always had started to eat me alive. The happy, friendly, sociable disposition I once had was covered with depression. I didn’t want to talk to anyone, I didn’t want to leave my house, I didn’t want to do anything. I was kinda mean, short-tempered, and didn’t want to put much effort into anything.

I became an entirely different person.

This whole time I have known of the changes I have needed to make, but was so overwhelmed that I didn’t know where to start or where to find the motivation to do so.

I tried multiple times to change. Tried, tried, tried only to just give up and return to my old ways. 

Well, I have been working very slowing, making small changes for the last few weeks, and finally it is all paying off.

And it feels so good.

I cannot wait to continue to work on myself and my relationships with the people around me.

Finally, I woke up happy and in good spirits. I can feel all of the positive energy around me and it is such a relief.

I don’t remember the last time I felt more like myself.